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Sometimes the reason for why stuff happens don't line up, and maybe they even suck a little bit.  Romans 12:2 "Do not conform any long to the patterns of the world, but be transformed by the renewel of your mind.  Then you will be able to test and approve that God's will is - his good, pleasing and perfect will".  I remeber that verse when I went the Servant Camp back in elementary school.

Gotta be a little bold once in a while and stand up for what you believe.  The Spirit is alive in me, and if everything's not always perfect, no biggie.  The same can be true for you, if you let the Holy Spirit live in you.  Get baptized in the HS today, friend.